It's very hard when you expect something to happen and then you will find out later that it went wrong. It's like your heart is being squeeze hard and ypu want to cry but there are no tears coming out. This feeling has always been in me for a long time now. I have been upset about everything. Seems like everything has been taken away from me. And I feel depressed sometimes. Good thing is that I have soemone who truly understands and cares me so well. At least, life is not that bad to me yet. I just hope that one day I could find my inner peace.